I (like all people) want to be seen, loved, and appreciated for who I really am, but I don’t know if anyone in this world will ever REALLY see me. I’m too much for most people.
I’m too loud. Too hyper. Too direct. Too silly. Too sensitive. Too emotional. Too annoying. – or so I’ve been told many times.
Because I’m seen as “too much” in many situations, I often have to turn things down, muting myself, keeping my true thoughts and opinions hidden. I want to share. I yearn to share. More than anything, I want to speak up and connect, but I don’t. Continue reading Autism and Social Anxiety – My Autistic Truth: More than ANYTHING I Deeply Long to be Understood